People confuse me. I just don't understand life. Sometimes I wonder if I'm in this like superior state of mind, or just very very different state of mind. I see the world&& people in a very different way. I cannot stand high school anymore, I just cannot do it, people are so so fucking immature or in their own little fabricated realities. I sit at lunch just over hearing peoples conversation about the most pointless shit in the world, half the time I just feel like getting up&& being like 'Yo just Shut The Fuck Up' but I don't have the energy or the time to waste my time on people. I really want to get my GED at this point. Winter is right around the corner&& I really don't think I'm going to be able to make it. I've been ready for college for a couple years now, not many people can relate to the fact that I've been to 4 different high schools, like everyone knows everyone in their high school, most have known each other since kindergarden, most have lived in the same town their entire life. I've seen/experienced/lived in so many different situations, met so many different people, I just feel like I know more about life than most kids my age. I sound really conceded but fuck it these are the fact. People also confused&& annoy the fuck out of me. I really don't give a shit what other people think about me, my mains know the truths&& the realities of my life&& that's all that matters to me. I got my few solid friends&& that's really all I need. Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend, but I just don't have the energy to invest on people anymore. The reality of it is that I won't find anyone in high school. I'm completely fine with it all though, the day I meet that one guy worth fighting for it'll be so worth it. I cannot stand bitches that fucking bitch about everything&& anything. Like no, shut the fuck up, there are more important things to talk about, are you even aware of everything that's going on in the world? And to all the bitches who gossip about shit&& other people; Don't you have a life? Why do you waste your time&& energy bitching about other people? No one cares. It's unnecessary drama. Straight high school bullshit. I want to get far away from here. I want to travel the world. I want to meet the love of my life&& enjoy life. I'm just gonna let everyone know that one day you'll see my name in lights. I'm gonna be famous, no doubt about it. I got big ass plans for my life. I'm just tired of being stuck in this shitty town&& school. I need to get away soon. I can't wait.